Outside looking in.

Baby asleep awaiting her first Christmas Day. Bubbles of happiness and bubbles in my glass. Probably only my man is reading this blog but if you stumble upon it then Happy Christmas, may it be merry and  bright.

Juggling

There has been some of this......

and plenty of this.......

Wonderland.

For someone who was organised gift wise back in July the past two weeks, rather bizarrely, became a stressfest. Too many things came to a head and fretted away at my composure. When you're busy busy busy all day with a now walking baby you don't get a proper chance to process your thoughts, so when a 3am feed occurs you snuggle, rock the baby and get back into bed where you CANNOT sleep because of the ticking in your head. There will be open roads now next year as I won't be returning to my job after maternity leave. All my knots are untangled and I find yet again my life has changed and I need to make a new step towards......well something.

Christmas first though........and a chance to rest, play, sparkle and give thanks for all I have.